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name Sheva M.	gender Cis Female	housing A small apartment
canon Original Oc	age 22 - 35	employment Child Care & Novelist
timepoint N/A	species Human/False	salary Poor
crau N/A	sexuality Heterosexual demiace	alignment Neutral Good

About

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀An unremarkable girl, with no particular special abilities... Once, made an earnest wish, after living a hard life, and enduring her hardships. Out of this exhaustion and love for everyone she had met, spoke thus her wish: 'I wish to not exist anymore, and to never have existed at all.' She trembled, of course, making such a wish. A quiet wish, unto the friend who inevitably grants it. A being with great power, and love for the other. Taking in the value of what Sheva said, and not questioning it. After having had their own wish granted, none other by Sheva herself. Who were they, to deny her request? They decided then, to grant her wish.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀However, this wish was undone by another, and unable to ever see either one of them again. The one who made her disappear, and the one who made her reappear. Sheva must live with the weight of her transgressions.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Now, she must die unknowingly several fated deaths. In order for the payment of these corresponding wishes, to be met. The reason for this is a truth that needs to be revealed, and yet its discovery will change nothing of what needs to occur. The truth is likely bound behind a realization that is not so easy to understand. When one girl's wish was to not exist, and the other was to see that she would live. Where will any of it take her? Inevitably has no place here, and fate seems to be crippling beneath the pressure. While Destiny? Destiny laughs at us anyway.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Sheva stands here now, this being created from such an exchange of wishes. Is she even human anymore? A singularity pinned into the world. As she alone endures the weight of this contradiction, that makes up her life. This means, that no matter how many times she will die, she will always return. A death to her, that never occurred - while you sit there with bleeding memories. One after the other - wondering what it is that is going on. Do you remember the last few times she died? Do you remember, the last time she lived? Should you remember? Or are you losing grip on reality itself?
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀The world around her will agree too, and if you are an unlucky person aware of her fated deaths. Then pray that none of her deaths come to reach you, instead.

Appearance

height 5'3
build Short & Lanky
hair Tied up but long
eyes Rosette color'd, with inlines within.

first impressions Sheva wears a lot of perfume, she enjoys floral types. She always wears highwaited skirts that reach to her ankles. Or highwaisted pants. Very modest clothing, and sometimes glasses. You will first notice how bright colored her eyes are in contrast to her dark hair. They are pink - with a bright inline to them.

Her bust size is 34G, and her shirts are typically worn loosely over to hide how curvy her body is. She attempts to make sure she does not look that curvy, and even wears bras that hide a bit of her bust size.

features Nothing that stands out of the ordinary, outside of her eyes. She wears glasses sometimes because she is nearsighted. Or she wears contact lenses. The reason for her bad sight does in fact have to do with her brightly colored eyes.

One will always notice she carries a bag with weird Knight erotica on her too (they are written by her).

Powers

ability

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Sheva has one distinguishable ability, basically to die. Despite that she dies so much, she is also technically immortal. When she dies that day, she is dead for an undetermined amount of time. Usually within the hour. It will be as if the death never happened. Your character will not be able to ever see the change of her coming back, because one moment they will be there looking at her dead body. The next, as if in a blink of the eye. Everything and her body would have never been there in the first place.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀You can view this simply as fate or a timeline that syncs in. Cutting and then pasting over the timeline where she did die. Replacing it now, with one where she did not die. It is instantaneous, and you are unable to process or feel it. If characters are closely acquitted to time or fate itself, they may be able to understand or perceive it better. Those who are Gods or of Divinity, will not be able to realize what is going on. Unless they deal with fate or time as well.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Characters who can read the future or deal with Destinies will be able to read her future normally. What you will see, is that it will always end in death. There is nothing weird about it, and you cannot see the web of deaths that will follow her in the future... However, if you can manage to see her past - then you may see something peculiarly horrific. Otherwise, just always, the next death - is what you see.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀An addition to her ability, if, for some reason - you are truly going to die. She more or less will absorb that reality, and take on the death for you. TLDR, so long as she is around you - you will never die. She will die first before you ever will. This does not affect illnesses.

ability

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀The only other distinguishable ‘ability.’ Will be that she is literally human. Yes, but also a being made of just pure energy. As if to say, the only reason why she is capable of living continuously despite her many deaths. Is how much magical potential, energy, mana, life force - whatever your canon, or world wants to call it. Exists in one container, inside of her - and almost as if her dying is a part of the need to exert a lot of that energy. Like a walking sun - or a million of them.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀Sheva is also treated as a singularity in herself. Time magic, fate, etc cannot affect her. Anything that has the capacity to alter reality in some way - or even plane shifting, will NOT affect her.
⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀If you try to prevent her death, either you will die in turn for her. Or the next death will be worse. Heres your song inspo about that.

Personality

General Sheva is someone who has a rather chaotic energy to her. She is literally just a normal fucking girl though. One who has anime boyfriends, plays games, fantasizes about men that she can never have, tries hard to work out, loves her pets, and is an introvert so she prefers staying home. She spends a lot of her time playing games or being bombarded by her editor to continue writing her Knight Romance novels. In her younger years, she works with children and is a budding writer on forums. That said, at her core - Sheva cares for others greatly. Will stop at nothing to make sure your own happiness is at least attained, and generally can be extremely shy when it comes to trying to bring about her own happiness. She has the energy in the pickle meme, where she is the one going 'They asked for no Pickles.' Outspoken, is another good way to see her. Sheva is unafraid of speaking her piece and has quite a lot of bark and bite. Won't back down from a fight, that is - she cant physically fight at all.

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Extra/Au's

Dangan Ronpa AU: SHSL ROMANTIC.
Fate Au: Her wish is again to not exist lol!
Genshin Au: Ice catalyst & healer, very bad at it.
DND Au: Bard & Not realizing she is mainly a Warlock.